Sad..a usual word in mylife dictionary...

today..06.04.2011..verified as one of my saddest day in my life history......i was leaved by my 2 bff.....i dont want to mention them.....its just so sad knowing you lost em in a day.....it just so hurt...so hurt....it tearing me apart.....tearing me..broking me...its really hurt..thank..i still have Allah and my mom.....or not.....i might have cut my wrist...cuz i still have em both..ive decide not to do it....thank......mom......i really need you now..i want you to hug me...i want you to calm me.....i need to cry on your shoulder..i need to spill it out to you....i want mom......ma.....kak nak mama..........i need you ma.......i really need you now.......please........